My Statement
Statement of Xxxxxxxxx Xxxxxxxxx Xxxxxxxxx
for
Sentencing
If it Pleases the Court,
My name is Xxxxxxxxx Xxxxxxxxx Xxxxxxxxx, 53-years-old of Putnam CT. I have pleaded guilty in the cases: Xxxxxxxxx. With no brown-nosing intended, I will state that I love the LAW. I’m an Army Veteran sworn to uphold the United States of America’s Constitution. In the last two engagements with the local Law Enforcement in Connecticut, I believed myself to be, fully, within my Constitutional rights. Obviously, I was mistaken, faced with Connecticut Statute. The ‘Interfering’ that I was charged with as a teen, was nothing more than ‘Big Brother’ worship. My Brother had several run-ins with local Police Officers (as did many of the male teens from Plainfield), and I idolized him/them, until it was my turn.
When deciding that I didn’t want to be just like my brother, I joined the Army. I graduated with Honors at every juncture and was promoted early at every rank. I achieved a maximum physical fitness score of 300, Honor Grad of Bradley School, Top Gun of the Dragon Missile Course, and Squad Leader of the Primary Leadership Development Course. I was a sergeant in less than 4 years time, upto my discharge at 4 years. On December 26th, 1991, I deployed to Saudi Arabia for Desert Shield/Desert Storm/Humanitarian Effort. I served Honorably in war, as in peace, my highest decoration being a Bronze Star. I left the military, not only with an Honorable Discharge, but Gulf War Illness and PTSD.
My illnesses were gracious to me at first, and I lived as if they were not components of my life. In 1993, I used my Army College Fund to enroll at Xxxxxxxxx College, which is, today, Xxxxxxxxx Xxxxxxxxx State University. The initiative to become a university, made Xxxxxxxxx College the toughest school in the region. Nonetheless, I achieved a 4.0 GPA in every class, one of them being Political Science. Government and Law became religion for me. As I studied the design and genius of our Fore- Fathers and Mothers, I became convinced of why the U.S. Constitution was worthy to war over and to die for. The justices that I enjoyed growing up with, and the justice that was at the center of adult debates, were so much clearer to me. Our Fore-Fathers and Mothers set out to accomplish nothing less than abolishment of tyranny.
Sometime in 1996, the illnesses that I left the military with caught up to me in full force, with an additional diagnosis of Schizo-Affective Disorder. Effected/affected cognitively, mentally, and emotionally, I was unable to achieve my previous standard. My GPA fell to a 3.7, with my condition still degenerating. I dropped out of college and tried to keep my head above water as best I could for my Wife and myself. I turned to self-medicating to be able to endure the demand for long hours at work. Fatigue is a primary symptom of Gulf War Illness, and I had experienced nothing like this type of tiredness before. By this time, I had a Daughter, named Xxxxxxxxx, to support, as well. In those days they didn’t treat Gulf War Illness with stimulants, and I was charged with ‘Forgery’ after figuring out how to write prescriptions. Today I am treated as prescribed with a stimulant-like medication called Atomoxetine.
My Daughter became life’s single most important inspiration, to recover from medication abuse, and the diagnosed illnesses. My wife and I had decided long before having Children, that who-ever had the lesser income would stay at home to raise our Child. As fate would have it, I had the lesser income along with my disabilities. The Department of Child and Family services had become involved, due to the medication abuse charges. To spite the desire of DCF, I was compliant with all demands to stay with my Family, including a 21 mile bicycle ride , to be at a DCF meeting regarding my Daughter. I decided that there is no more important position in a civilization than raising the Children. As a homekeeper, I stimulated her development with every appropriate measure that I could conceive of. She walked at 10 months, was potty trained before 18 months, and was home schooled a year before entering the education system. I’ve not missed one Parent/Teacher Organization meeting, nor Parent/Teacher conference until her senior year, when she was still on the Honor Roll. I’ve missed no soft-ball games, horseback riding lessons, sewing lessons, nor any part of her life that I was allowed to be a part of. I’ve missed only three volley-ball games in four years of home and away games. My Daughter remains the primary focus of inspiration in my life because, I found out yesterday that I am to be a Grandfather. My Daughter wants our help with the child raising and has moved back into our home.
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Due to a deficited adult relationship, my Wife wanted to leave me, when Xxxxxxxxx was 3. Though I did not want to lose my Wife, my only objection was to her taking Mya with her. I suggested that we go to the Police Station, because she had no
more custody of our Daughter than myself. The Officers at the Plainfield Police Department told her that she could take our daughter, without consulting a Court or any Family Services. Believing that I was well within my Constitutional rights. I informed the Police that, except by physical force, I would be going everywhere my Daughter goes, and by physical force, I was detained and charged with ‘Interfering with an Officer. My Lawyer told me to plead Nolo Contendere, so I did.
I was not medicated during the first ‘Interfering’ charge, since being diagnosed with mental illness. My ‘Significant-Other’ feels that it’s important to state that, in this last case, the effectiveness of my medication was very questionable, at the time of the assault.
My Significant-Other and Daughter had been instructed by, gun toting, badge wearing, Law Enforcement (Campus Police) to go and make a legal statement against me, after overhearing, that my Daughter and I had had an argument. I had previously thought that Law Enforcement was not allowed to give legal advice. Then, the Putnam Police told one of the witnesses in the case (my Significant-Other) to inform me that I’d been charged with ‘Illegal Restrain’ which I was sure couldn’t be correct. On two occasions, she was told that the Xxxxxxxxx Police would be to the house to arrest me, so I was there on both occasions. I really was waiting for someone to ask me about what I saw unfold on the night of the argument. When the Police didn’t show up on both occasions, I went to the station, to have equal and compulsory consideration of my view of the events that took place on Saturday August 31st, 2019. My Attorney, of considerable experience, some as a Prosecutor, had believed the recent charge should have been ‘Interfering with an Officer.’ My belief in this case was in my 6th Amendment right. My compulsory right is (as in compulsion, immediate and spontaneous) with immediate and equal consideration to witnesses. I was sure that my Constitutional rights were being violated, when my statement was given no consideration. (I do not agree with the events as evidenced on video, but I do not intend to challenge the video, at this time.) Being from a generation when ‘Resisting Arrest’ was a separate charge from ‘Interfering’ and ‘Assault,’ I believed it to be my civic duty and fulfillment of my Military Oath to resist arrest. It was my goal to resist with the least amount of force possible not understanding that it could be assault.’ Two pistols were, then, taken from my house without receipt thereof, until 2 years and 20 days after the unreceipted confiscation.
I believe my Significant-Other and Daughter were misled by Law Enforcement, when not suggesting to them the losses that they would stand to face upon my incarceration, when it was still just an argument. Their losses being not just the emotional encouragement, compromises, activities, Love, and assistance in their lives, but the financial loss to their lives and livelihoods. I pay my Daughter’s car payment , auto insurance, and phone, and my Significant-Other’s phone, half of the mortgage and food, insurance on all of the appliances, and Life Insurance policies. I also buy a rose for my Daughter and carnation for my Significant-Other, of more than 30 years, now. A fresh display of the arrangement is always in the house and has been for ten years. If I am jailed, we would lose 90% of my benefit. Our home would be in financial ruin.
Currently, speaking with Government Officials and Lawyers, it seems that what I learned of the Constitution and how they interpret the Constitution are completely different languages. I don’t understand how we are to be a Country, free from tyranny, if an accuser may have another citizen imprisoned for years upon the accusation, with the accused never having given any witness of their innocence. I would still be in jail today, if I hadn’t made bail in 2019. I am working diligently to get back to school where I will major in Law. I intend to earn credibility for my work, “The Spherical Set E~LAW Human Earth.” By this work, I may be able to prove that the U.S. Constitutional Law is indeed Scientific LAW, based on existence’s need for ‘free -will’ motion. Mental disability does not indicate ignorance nor the inability to contribute to change. I believe that going back to school is the way to achieve systematic change, not engaging in brutality. Hence forth, I will assume no American right, if engaged by the Police. There had been many years between my run-ins with the Police. I foresee none in the years to follow, all until my death.
I have written a novel which is at several Literary Agencies, as I type. The success of the book will afford the funds to get back to college with the gain of some credibility. The book may be subject to some political upheaval due to its connection to my websites “Acquiesenot.com” and “HomeKeeperU.com.” Both with strong views against the “State Action Doctrine,” but very much in support of the unbiased Amended Constitution of the United States of America. I will attempt to secure student loans if the novel provides no such funds. I will not get caught-up haggling over what is Law and what is not with the Police ever again.
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A man’s career has ended; a Civil Servant, as I attempt, at 53, to embark upon a career that initially had no chance to start. In ending someone’s career, I would not find it unjust to be indebted to the ease of the person’s life until death. In all my knowledge of physical fitness, I do not understand how our altercation could have possibly ended Officer Xxxxxxxxx’s career. I have never attempted to hurt a police officer, though I have been seriously hurt by them. As a soldier, I respect, too much, the position of the Civil Servant, to hold any such grudge. Initially Officer Xxxxxxxxx only complained about an scare, which seemed to have been from years earlier. A photo of the scar was taken. (I do not trust that all parties are viewing the same media) There is historically racial descension between Officer Xxxxxxxxx and my brother, at which time Xxxxxxxxx Xxxxxxxxx called my brother a ‘nigger.’ In the 4 years the Officer Xxxxxxxxx was in Putnam I saw him twice. Once when I went to give my statement and a second time on my nightly walk, 2 days after the arrest. He was attesting to what a great childhood we had together. I know nothing of Officer Xxxxxxxxx except the descension with my younger brother. These are facts. I present no allegation, but if the facts do, I feel obliged to give the facts. I am not a doctor and do not presume that it is impossible that our altercation could end the Officer’s career, and if so, I am grievously sorry to have disengaged the Officer the way that I did. I do ask for the mercy of the Court, not foregoing its Justice.
Having stayed in five, and visited two countries, other than the United States; having stayed in six and visited seventeen states other than Connecticut in the United States, there’s been no legal action against me, except a fine, of which I was exonerated. No-where in the world am I accused of wrongdoing except in Connecticut, historically.
What I have gained in life is by no means worth giving up for some chest pounding, nor physical encounter about what I believe my rights to be. “The Spherical Set E~LAW Human Earth,” will make long strides in the direction of bringing Scientific and Constitutional Law to one. It stands in stark contrast to the commodification of the Information Age in which it is said that, “Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one.” (Albert Einstein) My imprisonment can not benefit Society and would be detrimental to many. I may, however, be a benefit if I am allowed to pursue the work tha I have started, unifing Scientific and Constitutional LAW. I shall uphold my commitment of ‘no violet encounters’ with equal fervor, to that of my Military Oath, which I disregard in no way, by this more recent conviction. The “Spherical Set E~LAW Human Earth” may be found on Acquiescenot.com and HomeKeeperU.com.
Xxxxxxx Xxxxxxx Xxxxxxx
Signed: _____________________________________________________________ Dated: _________________________
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